Pleading With Bouncing Dots

You don’t owe me a word
So thanks for them anyway
The hand-me-down sentiments
Donations of borrowed sorrow to say
I’m sorry
That’s all the sorry that I can spare
Enough to split me at the seams
And lay my grateful guts bare
Because the silences
Know it was me who invited them in
To wordlessly bare down
On me barricaded inside my skin
Pleading with bouncing dots
Non-sound of your keys typing
Hopping like karaoke cues
Across nothing to sing

Up on a cocktail stage
Caught in an awkward wait
Through empty side of the slumped duet
That I put us down for before work called and you left

But I don’t know anyone here
And that sometimes sucks
But it always means that I’m free and I’m clear
I can get real sad and not give a fuck
And wail my parts on the trash inside
And just feel hurt best I can

Fortune Cookie

I eat fortune cookies whole
Swallow the wisdom
Upset the diners left demanding answers
I just won’t give 'em

I wish I was dumber
I wanna know less
I’d drop out and fuck off
If I could do it all again

Is it just me or are houses godawful?
I’ll live under rocks
And I won’t paint the walls or hang up no tasteful prints
I’m an un-fixer-up

I wish I was dumber
I wanna know less
I’d drop out and fuck off
If I could do it all again

And I know where the big hardware store is in town
But I'll never go back there
Unless it’s to cave my fucking skull after five or so beers
Tryna boardslide the handrail

And I say this from the bottom of my stomach
I’ve eaten more destiny's than I'd care to admit