Torn Fantasies

There’s so much to do. 
And it seems so terrifying. 
I’m always sweeping
Tiny beads off the edge
Pottering and waning
Avoiding eye contact 
With the standing stones
I live most of my life in the shadow of
This isn’t home

On a north facing lawn
On the cover of a magazine
Dancing on the pavement in a storm
Spilling torn fantasies