The train flew past
And I wasn’t in my seat
This time I drove right past the station
From a loud room, with the breeze
Gust along control
Through years passed and received
Scared to change gears for my dad
But now who’ll do it if not me?
Here to be dropped
Into our small ponds, now we swim
We grew up into fins then legs
To climb out and wade in again
Between flashes
The city looks unchanged to me
And it’s dumb but I feel sad
When there’s not time to walk lonely
Through neighbourhoods that keep 
Their old meanings quietly
And I’ll try to distill an old feeling
That’s only the same in the memories
Grown to accept the hand-me-downs
You’re so surprised I’m in new shoes
And I love having dry feet
But not as much as I love you

We’ll take it all
And it’ll be all that we feared
And we’ll do it so willingly
Momentarily feels weird
And then just is
Tumble back onto our feet
The portraits still the same
But their backdrops slowly creep
Conveyer belt context
The shading shifts to throw new light
Onto dormant pains inside us
And certainty into night
Watch the scenery fly faster
Until you’re hurtling alone
The meaning slips loose and past you
And barrels lost into the unknown
Grasp into white-hot new
Reach into terrifying change
That as it holds your life in it’s jaws
The devouring dimension makes seem tame

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